I FELT JUST A BIT JEALOUS

After just now returning home from a 3 day visit with my son. A weekend that seems to be retaliatory on purpose. The idea of making sure to upset both myself and my son for various reasons. That will intentionally/" hopefully" for CPS, caused behavioral issues for my son (after another unsupervised visit).

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In a week CPS, is taking me to Court to the plan of action to change from 'return home' to adoption' and with accusations of more bad behaviors ONLY since the judge ordered unsupported visits, also in May for 2024.

On top of that being in a state, that I already successfully sued and they not only ran me out of town, have hindered and came up with every stupid and not with effort to return my son home.

Everything that has and is and continues to happen, created a great deal of fear, uncertainty, anger, hate, extreme frustration, isolation, part agoraphobic, loss of independence or believable FACTS. The mental, spiritual, loss of my freedom of speech, due process, civil and human rights.

Again, facts (if you know anything about mental health).

If I am barely surviving and after still reaching out to any and every agency that says they support, advocate for, change laws because of, silencing me, and attempting to make me lose and gone.

How do you think my 11 year old son feels?

It has been 2 years since they took him. Thousands of miles away from the ONLY ONE WHO IS THERE IN ANY AND EVERY SHAPE OR FORM I CAN BE. I AM HIS GUARDIAN, IS VOICE, HIS ADVOCATE- AND HAVE AND CONTINUE TO DO SO.

He knows what kind of mother I am and how I have continued to fight and bring awareness to dcyf s abuse towards my son and I. He knows that the moment, myself and usually my team, hear or a unjust doing towards him- is taking charge. People have left their jobs, lost their jobs and been reassigned since this all began. This is all because of my ability to not only advocate and stand tall against adversity for myself but for my son and hopefully countless others, in time.

He also knows how he feels. Because it's seems like, what I just said I feel, he is feeling it too. Tired. Worn out. Alone. Forgotten. Stuck in a constant and (people know and think so to) abusive cycle, in a home, that is not his home. Lost and now losing hope of any positive future.

The family law judge, at DCYF, in Vancouver Washington has

1. Won my trial at fact finding. It was 6 months after he was taken when state law says you have to do it within 30 days. Court order my son home 2 times in the span of a year. With a huge success, with an 'uncontested/guilty" class action suit, PROVING THAT DCYF, in Vancouver Washington are both neglectful and abusive towards my children. Something, I do know have on my record.

BTW 👀 The Lawsuit was filed after I again successfully WON 2 PRIOR REMOVALS OF MY CHILDREN FROM MY CARE.

2. In May of 2024 😲, the judge again said to start the ICPC process and "that the place my son lives and attends school, doesn't seem suitable for any child" and for my lawyer to file a motion for change of placement, immediately.

3.Won a class action ($👀$) lawsuit against them,;and yest specifically in Vancouver Washington. It is clearly stated on my motion. Dated August 2021 " I Kayla Sample, bring the upon the court, for personal I jury against my 3 child. I do believe Washington State abused and neglected my children"

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And so, as I return home, again without my son, full of so many emotions, a complete mind fuckery, of hatred, smearing and injustice.

I get out my car and start walking towards (the family shelter, I was blessed to be accepted into).

There are at least 10 residents (all HOMELESS like myself and with the custody of their children), and 3 shelter patrol officers. Hanging out, talking, loud music playing and really just enjoying this nice summer night.

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A feeling of great desire along with, a sense of terrible anger. These patrol officers to carry real guns, real cuffs, and real police vehicles. And while in uniform as well, being people, to the people.

No hate, no judgement, no acts of disgust or abuse of power. No harassment, belittlement or threats of arrest. Everyone with good energy, smiling, laughing, enjoying each other company.

As I truly believe and want to be involved in.

However, with the amount of conflicting emotions, fear of authorities and their abuse of power (the idea that their lies about me matter more, than, MY SOLID PROOF OF FACTS), I have that flow through every piece of existence, I feel is left,

I CANNOT HELP BUT WONDER WHAT THE FUCK IS REALLY GOING ON, WITHIN THE SECRECY AND DEEP CORRUPTION OF DCYF, IN VANCOUVER, WASHINGTON

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#DEADINSIDE

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