What I Learned

Everyone deals with life their own way 🙌

*I learned to be alone. NOBDOY wanna hear it.

*I learned Nobody knew how to help, as they be looking for answers too.

*I learned not to ask, the answer will always no,l and after a.while it hurts 🤒

*I learned I'm the bank and I still do ok least for myself.

*I learned not to want or yearn for touch or a hug, or anything when I'm upset.

*I learned how to be the dad 15 years ago.

*I learned how to be the man 7 years ago.

*I learned to face EVERY FUCKING FEAR I have had since my childhood, with out fear..it's ironic..

*I learned about who I was.

*I learned to like me, look at me and even love me.

*I learned how to look in the mirror (thanks c.p. for that).

*I learned about vibes and energies and being a healer and influencer.

*I learned to be ok alone.

*I then learned how to isolate- it IS different

(I prefer alone vs. Bad energy).

*I learned about friendships, fucks, boys not men 🤦‍♀️ and that I wasn't the bank.

*I learned of God's powerful love for me.

*I learned acceptance. To accept good and bad. To accept my own wrongs and to speak to those who wronged me.

*I learned how to let my dog be around me when I'm sad and Jimmy was the first person to hug me while lost- in almost 8 years.

*I learned to not just move past my fears but OVERCOME them.

*I learned the greatest love that our FATHER IN HEAVEN HAS FOR ME AND THOSE IN MY LIFE (good and bad).

* I learned what it feels like for God, aliens, imaginary friends (whatever you thrive on) to take away all th3 hurt and anger and pain and sorrow 😭 that didn't belong to me and wasn't my lead to carry.

* I then learned the good and bad acceptance.

*I learned how to master letting go..even if it feels like I can't breathe.

*I learned how to take the blame without taking it to my head.

*I learned fakes and snakes and shapes and lame- way more than I should.

* I learned everyone eventually always go's to the greener grass and it be nice if someone can point me in thay direction 🫣

*I learned they were right beceveryone has a right to feel a certain way but not treat others that certain way.

*I learned at the end of the day..it's still God, myself, bub, (ma) and music against.the world.

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